Monday, October 17, 2011
Last blogged @ 2:05 PM

WOOTSWOOTS GOGOGO!
PUT YOUR HAND UP IN TH AIR AND YOU GO WITH TH TEMPO AND SHAKE~

i can still do things putting you aside frm my mind.(;
truly, i still miss you a lot.
sometimes i feel like jus peeping at you and see if you are fine and thn walk away. th problem is i dun even know whre th fuck are you.
im feeling so lost. i don't whre to start or instead whre to end?
thinking back to before, day dreaming to move further
my heart aches every night, everyday, every min i thought of you.
is it rlly b'cos of money? or are you purposely avoiding me?
you said you'll be okay to befriends but you are like th one not okay.
if only, th one i love wasn you, i wont be feeling like this.
why is it so hard to get over you? thre is manymany of why. i still cant figure out.
Father, you asked me to voice out my wishes so that Jesus could hear and fulfill thm for me. but none of thm was fulfilled. i dont blame jesus.
maybe this is life. my life. jun's life.
a lil tough, but i can gonna walk over those days.
father, always told me that thre is always a sunny day after those raining days.
knowing you wont be calling or fb messaging me i still chcks my phone whenever its rings. maybe i still have th lil hope you'll call and talk about others. but no.
i still remember everytime whn i go "emoing" on my fb or blogger you will call and say you bueytahan already stop my emoing.
knowing we will nbr turn back to before, i still foolishy wait. imissyou lots


hmm, a lil note for my friend out thre, only if he reads my blog.
hello, August
i have news hearing you are leaving spore. Face everything, this was something you told me before. don avoid. Not about money but your cases. face thm, you wan to hide forever? This is singapore, how are you gonna leave?
even if you manage to flee out, you wan to use a fake identity forever? be a thai forever? your parents, your brother, your sister, you are jus gonna throw thm here?
use a fake identity to do everything? wont you get tired of faking yourself?
why don you jus face everything, go in for a few years and come out to be yourself?
aren you scare those creditors you have come and disturb your family? you sister is so young. don think for yourself. you mum, so dotes you a lot. do you know how worry she was whn she get to know you are in trouble? think okay. i know i dunno how you are feeling, but ya, walk your own way, you've got choices, its jus whether you wan or not. and if you run how is jude gonna pay th bail? can you leave with peace? will you bear to jus throw every problems to your family and friends? and brendan's money, hanwei's and my money. lets put mine aside, i guess you wont be able to pay. be a lil responsible will you? at least pay 150$ per week or smt? thy also nid cash. i don believe you rlly left with nth. you might be a lil tight with money i believe you still can draw out some to return thm. thy are your friends and even like now we still are your friends. don avoid us bcos of money. let say, pohleung he every book out also ask about you. thn brendan, he also donwan make things ugly. francis thy all, all waiting for you. are you jus gonna smacksmack your butt and walk away? ask yourself. th choice is yours. its jus whether you wan to face it or not, august.