i will hate you.

WAH DIED!

2012-01-27T23:58:00.002+08:00

WOOTS SCHOOL STARTED, NOT A GREAT START YA, problems are coming up even on th first term of th year, in fact first month. very disappointed with my chemistry results, expect a "A" but i failed. -.- th test actually pulled down th confidence i had for N lvls. suddenly, th thoughts of not going to school came back. well, im not gonna give up! hahaha, moral supports frm teachers, my family, my friends, do help me a lot. thanks a lot.
wah,
cny is over, well, not alot of angbao lea. HAHAH, Its okayy, i didn expect much too. :D
i dislike my aunts putting a fake face to me, so what if i smokes? don give me a lanjiao face la, if you not happy, don give me angbao lo. wo bu xi han! ahlianahlian, say infront of me la. haiya. tsktsk.
movie marathon with sijie today,
HAHAHA, She's always th one accompanying me to watch all this rubbish shows. love her muchmuch la.:D a lil' note to her. hopes she views my blog.
sijie <3:
hello, bitch! thank you for you support and encouragement, tell you smt, i wont quit school one! hehz not gonna give up so easily, thankyou for pei-ing me in school. HAHAH LOVE YA MUCH LA! OKAY?! <3 but hor, sometimes, i buey tahan your nonsense lea, maintain abit hor! :D
HAHAH, NOT FORGETTING, ANOTHER PUBOR,
XIANGJUAN,
eh, i haven forget you hor, i wan to watch journey 2 lahsial! nnb! and you, be back yourself, since you have let go, jus forget about it. don aimai aimai, not your style lea. yao zou jiu zou de siao sha yi dian. okie? cheer up, i'll be thre for you. <3

my friend lost his doggy T.T

2012-01-08T14:33:00.002+08:00

hello. peeps. my friend lost his doggy.
its a small size pomeranian. brown, light gold in colour.
name: boyboy.
lost at toapayoh area . if you had seen it, contact me. this number. 96779752.
thanks, peeps.

2012? th first day is already th worst day for me.

2012-01-01T22:12:00.004+08:00

thankyou for being once mine,
thankyou for bring out my smiles.
thankyou for caring me.
thankyou for loving me.
thankyou, i guess thre is 1000 mres thankyou.
goodluck in everything ahead, silly bum.
sorry for hurting you.
sorry, i guess i love you.
HAH, KIDDING LA. friends forever, silly. i'll remember this (; *winks
guess i need a break, woots, school is reopening, omgawd im on holiday mood.
how? i will pick myself up frm whre i fall. hmm, gonna study hard.
i want to be a person who have aims in life.
so im gonna work for it! (:

Countdown pictures!

CHRISTMAS, PHOTOS. actually, thre is mre, but,i lazy upload. so yea. :O

A lil post before i head to bed.

2011-12-30T08:11:00.003+08:00

Im home! frm fusion after meeting priscillia my babygirl! tgt with francis and clique. Finally like some human turn up. Although some didn make it today im sure thre will still be a next time. Anyway enjoyed today! Time for some rest. Im ill. Like th stupid nose is kinda block. And it gets me irritated. Ennnns. My eyes are swollen! infexted i guess. Super duper painful.
Anyway, alil note to this sillybumbum
hello, i only lose temper whn i cant take it anymore.
I like to have my own freedom. I donlike to be controlled at times.
Things like whre am i. What am i doing. And who and i with.
It makes me feel like you don have confident in me. I dn like th feeling.
Its like everytime, i try to explain to you. You are like. "Okay its my fault."
Its not your fault. I'knw you cared. Thats why you asked long and short.
But, sometimes whn i don feel haply with it. I have to talk things out so thay you will know.
I expect whn you aint haply. You can tell me too. Idw to quarrel with you. Ogayys.
Smile & see you soon. Love ya bumbum.

merry christmas

2011-12-26T07:49:00.002+08:00

hello peeps.
merry christmas, i know its over.
HAHAHAH I didn have time to update my bloggie la. :P
christmas eve---> spent with francis,tgt with his gf, gary, shawn, yvette, simin, brendan, ahhao, hanwei, ahfei, pohleung, shirley & a lot more, i jus cant rmb(:
finally, i have met thm yea. LIKE FINALLY! months, are like years. hehz, th memories, thy brought you my life, i cant nbr forget! HAHAHA, Rotting at a place, could also be fun. >.< although, th one who always brings me inspiration didn turn up, wishing her a merry christmas, priscillia! miss her like xiaodog sial. photos will be up lastest by next week peeps. lastly, god bless you all readers. im going off to bed. goodnights.

boo!

2011-12-23T14:04:00.002+08:00

hehzxc, heading to Club Azzura later(;
omgawd hope i don lose anything this time round! (;
have been tonning at xiangjuan house for 2 nights woots, finally home. i miss my bed. somehow, i find that, ive changed, like back to before, i somehow felt that i can no longer control my fucking temper. i lose temper easily nowadays. i sometimes, don't know how to tolerate nonsense. Sometimes, i find that thre isn a need t talk so much, i will jus walk away. kinda unreasonable. okayy stop th topic.
gonna enjoy myself tonight(; will update soon <3

leftout?

2011-12-19T04:06:00.006+08:00

neglecting my blogs like for 12345 days.
hi peeps, jun's feeling very down nowadays. like i ain't really happy, these few days. and glad to tell you guys, i've let go. let go of th someone, that i've been holding on for mths, being friends, is afterall better thn being couples. i've thought through, with this alibaba girl, knocking sense in my brain, she's priscillia, of course. Well, blogger is like my kinda best friend, i don always tell everyone how i feel, my feeling, are almost all bottled up and hidden by my emotions. not hiding, i do have very bad temper, its jus that i don lose it out whn i don find a need? peace and harmony is after-all th best-est out of th best!

okay, even retards can see, i've quarreled with someone that has a place in my heart. Yes, i quarreled, and it ended peacefully. i lose temper, because i felt i was giving in too much, often whn i was around, i felt, "do thy know that im here?" okay, thn i voiced out, they reaction was, *continue with what thy were talking* so, it often give a a thought that, *am i going out with strangers or with friends?" HAHAHA okay a lil exaggerating. like complaining hor, nono, im "voicing" out to my blogger, but it don seems like replying! kidds* after saying out,yea, i do feel better, thn after 12345 of messages, we are fine already. my kuku friend, thinks alot. so i donwanna scare her with my bloggie post.

bored with life outside, heading back to school next year, but im afraid, i can't cope with my studies in school, then i will end up quitting school again, wasted. okayy whatever, whn school reopen thn plan. looks like im still expecting a very long holidayy hahahahha! time to wake up! day pass day, i havent be doing anything for 7-8 mths, rotting was one of th often thing. anyways, readers, anyone going to azzura on th 23rd. please contact me to get your tickets! @ 96779752 (:
anyway i don entertain, rubbish messages, example, prank messages. so if you are thinking to prank message or prank call me, cancel th thinking thn.
gonna turn in early tomolo, heading to gym with my cutie friends. ❦
will update soon(;
enjoy, photos taken❦

updating (:

2011-11-26T02:17:00.003+08:00

rest in peace. great grandma.

HappyBirthday Sean

2011-11-19T02:55:00.002+08:00

Boo,
posting for my dearest brother sean!
happy level up ! happy 17(:
clubbing next time okay.
thankiew for always being there for me. thank you for always letting me. thankiew for giving in to me.(;
thanks for your $100! will pay you soon ya! (;
next event buy tickets frm me kay!(; you you and another one. don toy with girls please! they are humans too(: enjoy your day kay! loveya bro!(;

hi peeps.

2011-11-16T02:58:00.003+08:00

Messengers,
im sorry, not replying you guys for days.
Heh, jun's gonna update about her life.
Monday&Tuesday,14/11&15/11
went to hg, to look for august, talked awhile and left. meeting up with chinhuat & others. lazy to type names. thanks for concerning, appreciated much "lepak"
kay thn off to hg mall, to meet johnny, randy and some "i dunno" ppl. yea debts settled. so happy! okayy thn th even happy thing is i saw my classmate thre whn i was having dinner ! he is xinming! omg missed thm muchmuch. lepak with him and others awhile thn went home. coming up next! a phone call frm this cutie gal, Daphne, heh, went out to drink with her and others(;
omg rlly miss those time whn i went "chionging" too meaning, going to pub. parklane, thn orchard plaza and a free ride home woohoo! cool ya. okay i drank overmuch i guess. i vomited like thrice! omg thrice hahaha like making things so exaggerating! lamelame. thn slept till now. im blogging! kay kinda lame who will be interested with my life.
next up.
jun. she is still stuck in this amazing maze, named love.
sigh. like a kinda cool. july is in between us. so its after and before july.
LOL. kay i donwan to reveal but i guess those who are smarter kinda know who is him already, thn don kip asking. its kinda hurting me whenever i think of him. my smile, my cries, my pain, my joy. all brought by him. i rlly hope i donhave a heart tht feels pain.(:
done posting.
replying mails.
@koala
kay, stop i know what you are implying too. anyway i've clear those debts. last long with ****n kay(:
@iky
thanks(: you still didn reveal your kinda "name"
@googoogargar
this time no rachel in front heh, i cant even solve my own love problems. so im not th adviser you are looking for:( well, i could still hear things out from you. im willing to be your listening ear(; don be silly, because, some other peeps out thre will think you are "AA"ing you get what i mean. it doesn attracts his attention whn you are doing things like cutting your wrist. (: cheer up. life still have to go on without th love.
@3691808
you name like 12345 only.
yea, its him, do i know you? like in life. you wont be knowing so much. anyway thanks(: i'll cheer up. but i will not give up like this easily, i cant do anything like now. neither fight for love nor confess. i cant. im jus gonna sit back and wait. i believe one day he will realize im waiting for him(: reveal yourself dude!(:
@passerbyx2,@donblur,@711
Thankiew(: i wont let go as i mention. this is th power of love heh heh!(;

If I let you go , I would never know .

2011-11-14T03:16:00.003+08:00

What my life would be , holding you close to me . Will I ever see , you smiling back at me . If i rlly let go.
Sometimes, i rlly hope that i could make many u-turns back to before and stop everything. stop myself from loving him, stop myself from going further, stop myself from being rebellious, stop those lies ive made.
This is jus life, no u-turns. i jus got to move and move. Thn i told myself, to let go, to give up arnd 2 mths ago. i still cant and i cant figure out why. until today, th reason behind is i still love him deeply. like i mentioned before, i know its impossible, i know even if its possible its gonna be hard. i've nbr felt so depress so stressed up, so hurtful for a guy. he is th only one making me feel like this, making me couldn let go.
Sometimes i rlly want to know, whats is he up to next? he is fine? and th very impt one is he attached? or is he planning to be attached? sometimes curiosity make me so uneasy. i know myself, i've lost him. idk how to voice out to even ask sometimes. even if i do rlly voice out, does it works?
Its not uncertain feelings, its love. because its always in my heart. idw to be like a fool tearing for you. how can i stop? its hurting me alot. i rlly miss him.
Lots of friends arnd me, asking me not to be stupid over him, sad to say, yes im jus that silly. who isn silly whn it comes to love? go one step see one step lo. im not gonna let go so easily. bcos its hard to find one like him(: I'm willing to wait even if he is not willing to love.♥

glad to know that you are fine(:

2011-11-13T04:45:00.003+08:00

PEEK-A-BOO.

got miss me?! hahaha kay kidding with you ppl. updating today since im bored. a lil note for you viewers below!(;

Yesterday & Today, its those days i wanna mention out.
after saying out everything to my beloved brother, sean tan. yeah i felt better like lots. thanks kay. friend? brothers?
im not like those kind who anyhow call ppl 'kor' or "brother" kinda person. i not th kinda very social kind of person.
be back like before. whn you guys called me a sister. and now. i rlly hope we could turn back like before. although hanging out with you guys now is my choice, i can choose other friends to hang out with but idw th same thing to appear again. i came back, but i don expect any, i jus wishing to be treated like a friend or even mre.
some peeps might think im hanging out with mostly guys everyday. so what? im not doing anything wrong. thre is nothing to be afraid of. say what all you guys wan.
i help you guys, its jus a thankyou i wan to hear i don nid a meal or whatever. whn i plan sth i jus wan a co-operation. is it very hard? jus to go in one? after 3-4 weeks with you guys. ya i don think we could be back like before. like those kinda blood-sibling. well, i'll still work for it, bros.

next up,
happy to see my love. happy t see him.
infact we're jus like friends now. but im so overjoyed. idk why. th power of love is jus so strong. i cant bear to even give up a min to talk to him. anyway, i know thre is no chances behind. i jus waiting for another him to appear(:

LAST ALREADY!
a lil note to my ke ai th brothers♥
sean
heh, thanks for everything, th money i'll pay you back asap!♥ guilty max.
thanks for hearing those rubbish, i've said. thanks alot ya!
fredrick
boohoo! your words kinda touched me, kor.♥
"if you not enough me and johnny kup" wah! ji gandong. yes im owing ahlong but yea, thanks alot. rlly.
johnny
you are th mastermind of everything!
Thankiew for all you cigg, drinks if i have th money! i will treat you back cfm!(: thanks bro!♥ i'll rmb those words that you've told me ya, i will stop! trust me my actions will prove. "actions speaks louder thn words!"
chinhuat
hah, firstly goodluck for you to patch back with her.
secondly, if not bcos i need money i wont be rushing you, but if he pays me, your one next time thn say!(: you no heart shape cos i dw some other ppl to misunderstands if she views my blog.(;
Zequan
hello although i know you like quite shorter thn thm. but yea. i owe you apology.
sorry for bullying you all th way whn we're working. i jus wanna choing finish, because im in nid of those fucking money now. Rlly guilty.Sorry for making you carry th fucking heavy bag and pushing th fucked up trolley. And thankiew for taking 5 dollars less of pay and let it to me. Appreciated much, bro!♥

Heh,
I've decided to reply on my blog instead of mails.(: kinda lag in my inbox(:
replies that means im going to update also everyday i guess(:
@rachelgoogoogargar.
hey sweetie, thanks for viewing, you cheer up too. It's hard to give up to let go.
i can honestly tell you yeah, i haven let go. th next post will be on him again.
some viewers ask me, i buey sian uh. answer is buey. cos i still love him. you cheer up. sometimes th only one who can make you let go him is th next one you are going to love. (:
@passerby124
Sup. this is life, this is love. thats all. its jus a part and parcel of life. its not that i cant put love behind, its that its th only thing thats pushs its place to th first position. im not a cold-blooded human, dude(:
@iky
you name sibei cool? i kick you? i kiss you? i know you?
kay, done with my rubbish again. thankiew. (:
@kohkohcrunch
yeah im a blogger okay, dude! i know you, koala. change number nbr say la. you good. anyway ya, im in kinda financial problems but im finding ways already don lend me you money! im gonna say no! im already fucking guilty taking two of my friends money. its kinda like a beggar you know. see last time de me and now. wah i jitao shag i donno what to do bodoh. text me instead. i pm you on fb koala(;
Done replying(:
Decided to change email since my gmail is stuck.
mail me! @un-trustedlove@live.com.sg

omgawd im blogging again! hahahha!

2011-11-09T02:34:00.004+08:00

Its been a long time since i last blogged.
alrights. sorry for neglecting you guys. my inbox is gonna busted. alrights.
friend,bestfriend,boyfriend,stranger?
agree with this? nope i don kinda. yes i might be awkward for you to meet him again, but, isn it better to gain one mre friend thn lose a boyfriend.
cool? saying is easy but doing is nbr once. so ya. try to think another way kay.
done with those rubbish on to my life. imy. but i think its time for me to move on ya.
i donwan to get stuck as i guess, im being to like someone. okay, thats rubbish again.
He is someone i've loved BEFORE. i jus miss him thats all. no mre that kinda love love again. but, well he is nbr a mistake of mine♥
okie donkie. continue on,

This post is for this blackie that i've known for quite sometime.Chinhow

NAH, HOPEFULLY THIS CHEERS YOU UP KAY!
eh, you shld be glad lo. this is like so unglam but well, nvm.
You are under my privileged! cheer up kay. aku dunno what happen well, if you don wan to say its okay.(: but do rmb you have this friend here willing to be your listening ear okay(: Cheers! Talk to me whn you are okay or something, because i donwan to keep spamming your retarded phone. kinda bring my mood down whn you are like kinda out of mood. okay whatever. shall stop with my rubbish okay.

Hi all!

2011-10-27T11:04:00.001+08:00

trying to get over and move!
haiz, at th end also likedat.
nvm , i don mind not being friends with thm anymore, at least i still have happy memories with thm thinking of tht is enough, its my fault to lie, and their choice to leave. is my fault to disappoint. so i cant blame. hmm, peeps asked me why aren i angry having is kinda friends that will leave, i replied, bcos, it caused all my myself. don blame others. Woots, my school application letter is here, haiz hope i remain in express stream! :( going back to school will be better at least i wont think too much, i remembered a phrase that my "boyfriend" told me, "don pity yourself, why let yourself so miserable?" thanks! indeed why? jus move on thats it.(:

This is awesome! fucken true!

2011-10-27T11:01:00.001+08:00

Which birthday month are you in?
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JANUARY=CHATTER
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to cont...rol emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.
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FEBRUARY=THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
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MARCH=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless.
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APRIL=SEXY
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains.
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MAY=LOVER
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.
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JUNE =FINEASS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
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JULY=GANGSTA
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!!
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AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter.
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SEPTEMBER=IMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.
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OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
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NOVEMBER=SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.
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DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Loves freedom. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited .

A lil post to my brother, Fatchick chin(:

2011-10-19T05:07:00.003+08:00

Happy belated bday.
paisey i posted late, sorry! hahahah i know you cfm forgive me one!
happy 17 boohoo.
i promise to hangout with you guys mre often okay. sorry for aeroplaning you always. guilty max. andand miss your epic actions. lets go genting together also with huat and sean thy all. andand, guess our memories all on lepaking.
oh! lets go east coast again! go cycle! and play!
anyway you are 17 already, guess you know how to take care for yourself ya.
don hong girls too much ltr you got bao ying thn you know uh~
sankiew, for always doting me. heh heh appreciated much(;
once again happybelated birthday chick!

hellohello!

2011-10-19T02:33:00.004+08:00

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2011-10-17T17:18:00.001+08:00

We Came To Smash (feat. Dev) by martinsolveig

remix like a crazy, blasting music like nobody's business.

2011-10-17T14:05:00.002+08:00

WOOTSWOOTS GOGOGO!
PUT YOUR HAND UP IN TH AIR AND YOU GO WITH TH TEMPO AND SHAKE~

i can still do things putting you aside frm my mind.(;
truly, i still miss you a lot.
sometimes i feel like jus peeping at you and see if you are fine and thn walk away. th problem is i dun even know whre th fuck are you.
im feeling so lost. i don't whre to start or instead whre to end?
thinking back to before, day dreaming to move further
my heart aches every night, everyday, every min i thought of you.
is it rlly b'cos of money? or are you purposely avoiding me?
you said you'll be okay to befriends but you are like th one not okay.
if only, th one i love wasn you, i wont be feeling like this.
why is it so hard to get over you? thre is manymany of why. i still cant figure out.
Father, you asked me to voice out my wishes so that Jesus could hear and fulfill thm for me. but none of thm was fulfilled. i dont blame jesus.
maybe this is life. my life. jun's life.
a lil tough, but i can gonna walk over those days.
father, always told me that thre is always a sunny day after those raining days.
knowing you wont be calling or fb messaging me i still chcks my phone whenever its rings. maybe i still have th lil hope you'll call and talk about others. but no.
i still remember everytime whn i go "emoing" on my fb or blogger you will call and say you bueytahan already stop my emoing.
knowing we will nbr turn back to before, i still foolishy wait. imissyou lots

hmm, a lil note for my friend out thre, only if he reads my blog.
hello, August
i have news hearing you are leaving spore. Face everything, this was something you told me before. don avoid. Not about money but your cases. face thm, you wan to hide forever? This is singapore, how are you gonna leave?
even if you manage to flee out, you wan to use a fake identity forever? be a thai forever? your parents, your brother, your sister, you are jus gonna throw thm here?
use a fake identity to do everything? wont you get tired of faking yourself?
why don you jus face everything, go in for a few years and come out to be yourself?
aren you scare those creditors you have come and disturb your family? you sister is so young. don think for yourself. you mum, so dotes you a lot. do you know how worry she was whn she get to know you are in trouble? think okay. i know i dunno how you are feeling, but ya, walk your own way, you've got choices, its jus whether you wan or not. and if you run how is jude gonna pay th bail? can you leave with peace? will you bear to jus throw every problems to your family and friends? and brendan's money, hanwei's and my money. lets put mine aside, i guess you wont be able to pay. be a lil responsible will you? at least pay 150$ per week or smt? thy also nid cash. i don believe you rlly left with nth. you might be a lil tight with money i believe you still can draw out some to return thm. thy are your friends and even like now we still are your friends. don avoid us bcos of money. let say, pohleung he every book out also ask about you. thn brendan, he also donwan make things ugly. francis thy all, all waiting for you. are you jus gonna smacksmack your butt and walk away? ask yourself. th choice is yours. its jus whether you wan to face it or not, august.

hey, im not a fool.

2011-10-07T11:21:00.005+08:00

telling others you don look like a fool but in fact you are a fool. hahahah this is me.
whn others gets in love you tell thm " why are you so stupid! he's/she's not worth." thn whn you find out you have fall deep in love you some other ppl, you are actually being like a fool. HAHA.
THIS IS LOVE.
love isn like iloveyou and youloveme.
Its th feel that makes you recognized is love coming.
Its th pain that you felt whn you're hurt by love.
Its th kinda joy whn you see th person you love smiling.
thats love.
a very indefinably feeling.

lying gets me nowhere!

2011-09-20T03:34:00.002+08:00

wah, i finally realize this, getting tired of lying.
feeling guilty to disappoint ppl.
stop! yes stop!
hmm, look at honey girl in th picture.
very cute ya.(:

a day without sleep.

2011-09-15T01:23:00.002+08:00

12092011♥

whn to amk to collect stuff thn headed down to hougang. to meet august and edwin.
woots spending mid-autumn festival with thm ya! ended up using laptop and playing with laser. tonning ended, headed to nex with crystal and slowly hanwei and samantha joined us tgt with august and edwin. was being bombed by idoit fei, kay whatever thn t movie, crazy,stupid love. kay real funny but i was too tired threfore i slept hoohoo first time sia. kay movie ended, thn whn for lunch and ciaozxc to home, crystal went home, samantha went off too, others off to august house. after a nice 8 hours of sleep, out with family for dinner and headed to bugis fushion, meeting jael,jason,august,shawn,gary,francis,francis's sist,solomen,samantha and hanwei. (:
pools, snookers and ktv, for arounf 6 hours? thn breakfast @ bugis street mac(: after that here th rain comes, hard waiting for a cab ya, home and slept, ps readers thre;s only one photo taken:(

shoot somemore!

2011-09-11T02:18:00.002+08:00

shoot somemore lo,
yes i started shooting at you, so?
i aimed you tight.
everyone is th world hopes to get a lil mre care, but ppl like you, weirds.
nahs, i cant blame you. its me who choose to put mre care, more concern for you.
off i go if you don appreciate.
if i nbr bother,
who would have saved you outside? yes its a waste of my time.
lets end, lets end everything.

so hard to believe your words.

2011-09-10T00:49:00.002+08:00

empty promises is only th things you know how to made?
im so tired of hearing, so tired to like stay thre and listen to your crap
so silly so listen to your lies. lika fool to trust you
im sry, things have changed you changed i changed too.
anyway this post is for my beloved didi outside thre idk whre is he.
well i rlly miss those times at th chalets, hotels. everywhre arnd singapore.
i rlly wan to like meet back th last time august th august who is like always thre for me always not letting me alone. throwing jiejie behind you baddie anyway, this is your life, i only hope you don hurt yourself thats all.
love you,
jun jiejie♥

photos with everybody oh~

2011-08-22T03:52:00.007+08:00

left with a week

2011-08-19T17:32:00.002+08:00

am i jus gonna wait or let go?
im so lost, i rlly felt very lost, even with directions i still feel so stuck. nvm, life is tough, he has chosen to be likedat, he has chosen his path of life. i jus have to follow behind. being worry for him,
i rlly hope he could be fine inside,
a week left with him, although its not gonna be long, but i gotta face th fact tht he is going in. god bless. i hope he does change whn he's out.:)

Love.

im gonna miss you like a dog out there

2011-08-13T07:27:00.003+08:00

hmm a lil post about my lil brother, well mistakes do happen in everyone's life, things done couldn't be undone. mistakes made, you gotta accept th punishment. well, he is going in, going in to th prison. well i guess ig gotta face it. Well, i dunno how to. i only know hi for a pathetic 2 mths, and we went out almost everyday.he nbr fails t make my day, i can never get possible to get angry with him. one veh fine day he told a group of our friens to meet at amk for a movie, and whn i woke up i called him his phone was off, i started to panic, called everyone who he knows and he was with nobody, imagine a friend of yours jus goes missing without telling you a shit. and worst stil he is th only friend who hears all th rubbish i talks who tolerate all th nonsense i made evryday for him. panic drove me crazy, i cabbed around like a crazy looking for him, skipped meals cos every minute anything could happen without giving up looking for him, going up his house and everything.im rlly going sotplug at tht moment, losing him was like losing a very important part of my body.well on th next night i received a call frm my friends saying he was in th lock up in amk head quater i rushed everything of my stuff and rushed over to meet my friends to bail him out, i had lots of things t tell him, ask him . but words jus got stucked whnever i wanted to speak up. here im writing for him. there is only like 11 mre days im left with him before he goes in hopefully he sees This.
August,
please take good care of yourself. please don act big in th cell, jus do wat thy say kay, don go against prisoners there, there won be any good. yes jiejie teared, cried, drank and nothing gets better i jus wanted to numb myself and stop thinking for a moment, even whn i dream i dream of you being bullied. i dunno how to control my emotion, you was singing, ni de cheng nuo? i rlly felt so horrible, th lyrics,
但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后
你要好好生活
不要想我..也别再哭了
sorry, i cant control. i know i brought you lots of stress being lika not myself, i didn wanted to face th fact i didn wanted to see you jus walking in and i can jus stand there doing nothing.i dunno why, i felt so horrible, so horrible to not face you, to not smile, to not laugh tgt whn we watch running man. idk, im so lost, so confused. im jus stuck here alone. but
不管你会进去多久，姐姐一定会等你，等你陪我一起去malaysia,watchmovie, sing k, and whatever nonsense, go thailand also can.我一定会等，可是不能忘记我，姐姐爱你弟弟！

so tired, tired to wait for you.

2011-07-29T04:06:00.003+08:00

boo,
a short post will do.
The sudden disappointment of a hope leaves a scar which the ultimate fulfillment of that hope never entirely removes.
this is so true ya.
I..
miss you much,
was used to you by my side,
was you to you staying in my house.
was used to everything you letting me

well, happy to see you tgt with another half. last long clive.

EARNING MONEY LIKE CRAZY.

2011-07-27T08:26:00.002+08:00

wtf? jun earning small money uhh. bit by bit uhh.

omg, look!

2011-07-27T02:10:00.004+08:00

well, home:) was downloading msn but my destop didn have enough space so i have to del my files guess what i found omg supa old photos.
here comes.

Boo!

2011-07-26T18:11:00.003+08:00

HEH HEH, CURRENTLY IN BALESTIER VALUR HOTEL!:)
COOL YA, CONTINUE-ING TH JOURNEY WITH TH GUYS I KNEW DURING TH HOUSE PARTY YA!
UPDATES.
25july,
heh heh thank you for bringing back th memories.
so ya, went out with fredrick sean and russell woohoo a good deal, we chatted ike how we do in th past, i miss those times lo. well no photos taken cos i didn bring my lil cammy out. hmms, well i finally understand this sentences saying low crime doesn mean no crime. stealing isn a low crime, well so i was lock up in th cantonment for arounf 7 hours? i think if my parents didn came and bail me i would have die inside th fucking lock up, its no joke, toilets in th lock ups are like no doors attach in th cell you could smell th smell of urine if you are staying with others, heng heng i was alone but was very lonely, no onwe will bother even if you shout for help. so don try going in. a crime is a crime.continue on, it have been a very long time since i ever chatted with thm like how i do yesterday. gossiping and lots hahhas cool ya, laugh like we nvr laugh before like fun only. well as times pass people do change, but well i rlly do miss you guys a lot, th group stated lavender slackers. although its a bit lame but thats a step for us to get closer. thats call awesome friends!
next up,
went to ehub with esther woohoo! <3
that was a great time lo, although like only less thn a hour i still enjoyed. thn headed to pasir ris coasta sands chalet alone to meet august and others there cool enough? hahhaha my life is so colourful ya.watched room609 thn followed by idk wat show i watch til i slept. cool ya. photos will be posted in th next blogspot! sorry ya.

a lil note for you guys
fredrick
tyvm korkor. i know sometimes i tend to make you super angry, but who doesn right? everybody has their own temper mah!:)
i rlly miss going out with you guys, last time my phone messages use to be fred, sean, chinhuat and simin as th top few now no? yesterday was a damn awesome day i had, very long nvr talk to you guys for so long le and very long we had never laugh like yesterday. hope theres is a next time ya:)
sean
boo, you this silly, next time, don hunger yourself ya, no money must say, although im not earning muc but ya i can still treat you smt not so exp. take good care about yourself kay, iloveyou much as a brother. this kuku head don always make me sijie, xiangjuan and me worry luhh. kay 17 liao la, xiaoahboy1:)

(L) new blogskin!

2011-07-23T16:58:00.003+08:00

Jun simply love blogskins.com! woots.
taobao all th way! until i forgot my meeting with my friends, hah nvm leave it aside.
PAISEYY, SHOPPING IS TOO ADDICTIVE SO YA. PLEASE DO UNDERSTAND LUHH. So, heading out with my family i guess? i kinda miss my past ya.
those days whn i was a so call 'nerd' in secondary one and two? well, almost everyone who knows me in th past says i changed a lot, last time cigg was a nono to me now, cigg is a must to me. whatever, people do change, do get influence, do turn 'bad'. Home became a hotel to me, a place for me to sleep and bathe thats all, until i know th importance of my family, i started coming back home,my mum was a supa dupa great mummy, she suffers from high blood pressure, but th naughty me always make her angry, well, mummy, im sorry. She gives me a lot freedom, she don request me to be home everynight, is just that, i gotta give her a call if im not going home. she is not th kinda mum who ask for 100/100 well she only ask for a 51.5/100 this is she. a mummy who gives me th warmest hugs. iloveher. get it iloveyou,mummy. hah i know you stalks me lo. (:

SINGLE LIFE (L)

2011-07-23T01:07:00.005+08:00

BOO. BACK TO BLOGGIE. MANY XIN SHI TO TELL YOU ALL UHH.
i've been neglecting my blog, so sorry ya, peepos, updating as someone rush me to, if not he/she will not bother clicking on my link anymore, so updates. CHALET ALL TH WAY FOR ARND 2 WEEKS PLUS? i nvr went home for a night ya, so paisehh for not updating ya. well many things happen, FUN JOY LAUGHTER AND OF COURSE UNHAPPINESS.THINGS CHANGE? I HAVE A FRIEND WHO TOLD ME THIS.
"When things get heavier, we let go. I have never ever thought of letting you go, But I'm on the verge of letting go as the weight of stress is getting so heavy that I'm seriously unable to hold on much longer." not th matter of love, but friendship, letting go one isn easy, Have you guys ever miss a friendship you had with someone, but can never go back like how it used to be no matter how hard you try to pull it back together? Life only hurts when you have time alone to think about what happen in your life, and who you lost along the way and the reason behind it and as time passes, people change. It's so hard to find a true friend nowadays. Human beings are all too realistic. New for old. Who would stick with the old when the there are new ones. this is what my friend told me to, i find it so true, i once had a very very supa close friend, i will go up her house every sunday in th past, just to do housework with her and to kip her entertained. we went thru lots and tons of things before, school probation, detention, leaving house, work, slack and everything. she was once my closest and forever, well she has her own friends now, she live her own life out there and i have my own friends behind too. now, we are like apart, no longer as close as before no longer meeting each other often, well, i really hope i could go back to th past but its a nono a nomore. she's happy and i will be.

Next up, during this two weeks, i learn to be independent learn to not let my parents worry and to handle myself outside. well this is how i got to know my dearest didi, august, my dearest korkor, jude and other behind.
HERE COMES, this one very fine day when i was supposed to meet up with my friend, eliza. We wanted to drink, due to underage we got to find a place with my group of friends, she told us her house, when we were about to prepare ourselves she told us cannot go up her parents are coming back, we went wtf? how now? she told us her friend is invited to this chalet at pasir ris, ask us to go there and wait for her, so a group of us went there thn its was a house party like omfg? arnd 50 ppl there? music was blast like no tmr, thn i went i dunno anyone there how? eliza gave me a no, and i called ro conference this new guy call jonas, he is eliza's friend. so we went in th chalet without knowing anyone, then whn iw as outside th chalet near th bbq pit, i heard someone calling my name la, apparently, its fredrick they all, thy were playing with my name like, "jun",july,AUGUST,sept,nov and thn dec. [i caps th "august" in purpose.] i went "ya ya ya!" as i was use to it, thn th guy turn and approached me " did anyone call my name?" thn i was like "no? whats your name thn?" he said "AUGUST!" hahahahh my head when like blur? i replied:"ya ya don nonsense!" he goes:" wait i bring my ic down!" true enough ya, AUGUST ONG. i went speechless ya. he questioned me back" whats your name thn?" i said "jun" {pronunce as june} he went ohh,kay this is how i got to know him, thn exchange no. after like 4-5 days. out of a nowhere, i receive a message frm him. " today got chalet wan come? " shock like one kuku head there, i tot friends like him will be like a hi bye kinda friends. but nono, i went and stayed. then thats where i continued my journey. with them, i got to know jude, lynn, jasper, romeo, peter, alex,ben, and jovier! cool ya, like a tourist traveling everywhere, festive hotel, aranda countryclub, coasta sands pasir ris, goldkist resorts,m hotel, park regis, amber glory hotel, AND AND PULAU UBIN, pictures will be up. actually, they are th ppl i see during th house party too, jus that i didn get close to thm, hehe dunno if you guys will read this

a lil note to you guys,
jude
don, so fierce la, likedat will scare away girls de ley, and and i promise i will turn up for school but its next year. Fatimah, help you an moh next time kay. You see if i go this year, i pass and get promoted to 4 express but i dunno i could cope or not if i cant i will jus fail and say a hi to ite. nono, i rather i retain and start everything anew, i go catch up and thn promote to 4E without any worries tht i will fail my O lvl. and and don kip blame august, he didn force us to come along but i choose to come along, i stay at home also nothing do, and much more, my parents know where am i hanging out, what am i doing, thy don give a shit why i don go home, thy allow me to enjoy my life, its jus that i got to study next year. thats all. my parents aren those parents that ask for more and more they only ask for my happiness thats what my dad told me. so don worry much ya. not as id my parents will kill you guys will thy see you guys hanging out with me and worst still all so much older. my parents know im hanging out with you guys but thy approve, thy knows i smoke i drink, but i will control wat:) i don get drunk one what. i know how to take care of myself. it really hurts whn i see you trying to push me away. it rlly do. so what if my age is young? but my parents doesn disapprove me going out with you guys. get it. kor, i feel so hurt ANDAND THANK YOU V MUCH, YOU MAKE MY SMILE FOR BEING MY CARING KOR:)
August!
boo!:) taking up your time and wasting your money i felt very guilty. ya didi, everytime making you pay, i feel so not good, i know lo, you are like not rich lo, bei wo chai chuan le. you got to take you pay in advance jus to help us pay. thn tats a nono deal lo. heh heh running man is awesome i swear, i get like fucking addict to it lo, hmm, you are a supa nonsence boy lo, your didi is another one lo, no wonder you guys are brothers, HAHAHAH, you gotta thanks eliza, thn you know this very caring jiejie hor, kenna slap nvr slap you back, th ball hit my head i nvr hit back hor, you sleep give you one big space to twist and turn, snatch blankets nvr snatch back hor, hahhaha that day at pasir ris th day whn you were sleeping beside peter, see you cool like one dunno what is i go up take blanket for you de hor! hahahah wei da or not?! WHATEVER, DIDI LIKE NONSENSE ONLY. UNTIL NOW I STILL THINKS THAT IM DREAMINF FRM TH HOUSE PARTY LIKEDAT CAN BCUM JIEJIE AND DIDI SIOL! :) THANKYOU FOR BRINGING ME LAUGHTER. maybe after a few years, nomore le. anyway, pleasant journey to thailand ya! got consider t bring me along hahhaha, nah joking la, i know you won.
lynn
boo jiejie! hahahha thankyou! for paying all our expenses, chalet and everything! muacks. last long with jasper ya! (: i know you veh stress seeing us there everyday, nvr go sch this and that ya. but hmm. my parents knows where am i every night. i texts my dad everyday, so thy nid not worry for me, my parents actully approve me to start my schooling next year, cos lots of things happened, i actually didn go for sch for like 3 mths this year? cnt catch up one la, i had a "deal" with her mah, enjoy this year and start next year, if i don start next year, i will be grounded lo. i know my age a bit young uh, im not suppose to stay out late, but don worry ya, my parents approve already, and im using my sister's eighteen year old ic,my parents knows it too. (: donworry ya and don give august stress by chasing us away, shld have told me earlier mah, then i could explain to you, my parents know who i am hanging out with she knows everyone ages there, all my parents says was:" you knows what right and whats wrong ya. send a message over to bao ping an everynight can already" i know la of course. hmm, anyway th days with you guys are rlly fun!

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2011-06-07T04:18:00.001+08:00

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my ex is a bastard.

2011-06-07T03:55:00.003+08:00

to love and to be love is different, one word makes a big difference.
hah, my previous post was about, triangle love, kay, that was a gone case, i and him now are jus brother and sister and great friends too. its jus infatuation. my ex, he is back, back for me i am not sure? but he is attached and its to my senior, my primary sch one, hahaha, whatever not funny. my senior was our third party. kay whatever, i choose to leave him as he was two timing look, i left when i loved him deep. thats why its very hard for me to let go. 2 years of love, gone on one day. now my senior is happily with him, while he ask me for a patch. okay this is like wtf, but i still loved him. i don wan to be th third party, i donwan my senior t feel th way i felt. she didn know she was th third party of my and my ex. As my ex told her he was single, like wtf again -.- kay, we broke up like on th feb 11. i still misses him, we went out yesterday, to celebrate my bday on advance, i was very glad when he called th previous week and told me he wanted to celebrate my birthday tgt with fucklittles, but i wasn free th next week, which is my birthday week, so we celebrate in advance okay turned up he came alone. as a bastard he held my hands when we were at clarke quay, he said he didn wanted me to lose my way so he held my hands all th way. i didn know why i didn shake off his hands, until we walked our way in central. he cabbed me back home, but i told him i wasn going out, he say then don too late go home and even requested to send me home after th outing with my other friends. kay i find it do fucking weird. in sucha dilemma, god please bless me well. ;)

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2011-05-30T04:06:00.001+08:00

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FML

2011-05-29T15:22:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA MISS THOSE TIMES UH. anyway, times flies. as time goes, people move on, get to know new friends and everything. well, came to me this year, lots of new friends i knew, church friends, sean & fredrick's friends, simin's friends. mainly, russell, janzen, shaun au , ian, solomen, francissa, vivian , joel, benedict and a lot more! :) then there tend to be clashes like the boys like th same girl or th girls like th same boy. hmm, ya it happen to my bestie and me. not gonna continue on. well i say i dun think you guys understands ya.
boy A likes girl A but girl A doesn like boy A while girl A's bestfriend likes boy A. get it? a bit complicated. whatever le, tell you guys a thing that i cnt tolerated. is uh, hongster ley, i hate hongster, for boys, go geylang hong la. girls uh, go geylang stand sua. -.- so unbearable.

back, you guys still there?

2011-05-17T14:19:00.003+08:00

eh! jun's back. anyway, im currently at simin's house:D tonning ytd night with fred, shaun, janzen, russell, chao yu, chin huat and of course simin, my darling! kay move on, was supa worry for sean, not sure he could see this not
To: MY SUPADUPA CUTE BROTHER,
i donno where th fuck is he. anyway, don because of fine then quarrel with your parents don hide everything to yourself, please tell us, what you nid, no place stay, we will try find one for you. don suddenly lost contact with us. kay! brother, i was supa dupa worry for you, you know? waiting for your bloody message and yet didn want to spam you, although i spammed.i don care you angry or what i am jus fucking worry in fact fred they all also. please kay, we are helping you not you are troubling us. get it. if you kenna kick out again please tell us. don stay in parks or others. kay? you this naughty boy. don note that friends aren 24 hours for you but they will try their very best to be there for you when you nid help. :) don put on fake smile and pretenf cheerful when your heart is cracking into pieces. pour out your feelings to us and let us understand. let us overcome with you. get it. don remember you still have xiangjuan, fredrick and of course me lah. don feel embarass, everyone has their own problems. and on this time, true friends are the ones who help then you pass thru those difficulty. hello this is what friends are for, not for loyal, not for money but for you to know that we are always there for you. please be fine i pray from my botton of my heart. amen.

move on..
i told myself, its jus th matter of time, prove to those bastard outside, we don nid them.:D i am trying very hard to. although those memories of us still clings on my mind, its okay, i will move and not be stuck. i still miss you, miss th way you held my hands and told me everything will be okay because you are beside me. uh, its th past and it will be always th past, th memories.

i hope my life could be extended

2011-04-27T23:26:00.002+08:00

hah went to clinic today, thing i ain wishs for came true. a high percentage i will be in th fucking lanjiao hospital again. how i hope th doctor is joking, how i hope i was still dreamin, jun its time to quit smoking, quit! omg i cant fucking control. whatever it is, i hopw i will be fun n th next three to five years. before another operation comes again. thanks gastric i love you!

eh! still viewin?

2011-04-24T05:07:00.002+08:00

hah, finally to my blog. sorry guys, neglected you all for weeks, hah this photo like i was primary 5 i think, fucking long ago. anyway, things are going fucking unsmooth for me. dunno why? study, cnt. friendship, cnt. family, cnt? i think i can go bang wall sua. update about ytd, no photos.
tonn! frm thursday to friday, ps. *david, fucking sorry i didn turn up for good friday.*
like high only, play cards, truth or dare, dare and dare, mac delivery, slept, woke, dare and dare, love dare, then more hiong, whisky come, whisky true or dare.
fucking drunk at dunno 3 or 4pm. then woke up at 7pm i dunno how i ended up in a park. with fredrick, chinhuat,sean tan, shaun au, shawnchan, russell, janzen, simin, daphne and chaoyu. like i didn know what happen my head have like rocks inside rooling fucking pain. then dinner at tampines, smoke, home. today, 3 pm woke, rush to bath headed to grandlink at 430. slack slack dinner at haig road then went sengkang to meet simin, daphne , janzen and shaun au with fredrick and russel while sean chaoyu and xiangjuan go homee. sengkang alr, slack slack slack then to hougang had dinner then lepaklepak then go home.:D ended.

i'm hopeless

2011-03-29T02:10:00.003+08:00

hmm, things jus pass my mind when i am alone.
i felt hopeless, hope less= no hope, agree guys? well, i've nvr thought of going home since i left, if not b'cos of friends, i won have come home. you think i am. i went out not to only had fun, hello i went up and down looking for jobs. i found one, i know i am 15 so what, nowaday you walk to bugis, i bet 60% of them will be teenagers working. so you indeed throw me out, and you told me friends what? "i nvr, why will i throw her out?" hello! i got home don wan go? you think i so free? everyday ton with ppl? daddy, by doing dat you cant stop me frm seeing my friends. :D nothing can? friends are my life, everyone is good, they aren bad friends. they aren th one who told me to smoke instead to quit. then aren th one who ask me to not go school instead to convince me to go school. they aren th one who ask me to leave home and instead they are the one who ask me to go home. get it? believe or not is your own choice. by all means you won be able to stop me. its me my own choice, my own life. you are jus carrying a name call :"daddy" thats all, fullstop. well, if you are unhappy b'cos i came back, just give a try by chasing me out again. i promise you won be able to see me anymore. tyvm.

finally home.

2011-03-29T01:04:00.003+08:00

uhuh, my blog is fuxking died.
left house therfore, didn update. lots of things happen. oh god when was t last post i updated this fuxking blog, 16 march?
uh, ahdoii fucking long sey.
hmmm forget which day, was during th march holidays.
when picnic with fred, chinhuat, shaun au and simin. was quite boring until we played true or dare. hahahah gambling until shiok sia. win win win! slj, that lsm earn sibei lot sia. okay then got another day is..
we with to sean tan house, hmm gamble also hahaha! peepos there, shaun au,sean tan, simin,fredrick,janzen,russell and me of course. boring lo. then went makan at coffee shop, uh shaun au, was feeling fucking unwell. ahdoii, hope he is fine now, hahah he is lo. kay. then another day is
hmm went to simin house and ton with fred and shaun, this was fun. although tiring being their so call "fatimah" mopped cooked pour water? hahaha super fun we had.
other is liyi house to ton, with sijie then when to sijie house.
next day is liyi house to slack after i slacked with chaoyu fred xiulan shaun sean russell janzen at lavender. hmm, still have when uh.. omg i did so many things sia, hmm not enough fun sia!
next next is saturday, job hunting with simin and saphne at bugis well found job but gave up cos i went home. hmm then we went shesha with fred they all uh, listen up. i smoke but i don shesha uh! good girl uh!
okay then today, went to lavender slack, pieace of shit lo i vomited there. think i smoke too much luh. peepos there, chinhuat,xiangjuan,sijie,chaoyu,shaun,sean,ian,russel,janzen,fredrick and me.
boring day, everybody playing fucking game. okay. then home. =D
looks like i gotta go sch tmr. ahdoii fucking sad sia.

boo i survived

2011-03-16T22:01:00.002+08:00

hello peepos.
so long since i last post uh.
last week of school, well many things happen. was involve in a case. so as under some fucking probation by th school. so no mood for school. well everything is kinda solve~ took a leave frm school on th last day. kinda don feel like going to school anymore.
holidays! (Y) yipee.
friday,saturday,sunday,monday.
was my toughest day. 4 days i had in hospital and all i did was close my eyes mostly. well, i survived frm early cancer. uh, heng its early. thanks to my baby brother by my side all day long, that was wat i heard from th nurse. i suffered a lot kay. vomiting and vomiting when i didn even consume anything, okay disgusting.
sunday was discharge, well although was suffering a lot th wounds was fucking fucking pain. i cant even like walk my normal speed. i don have th noise to shout, to sing. i felt damn horrible. but thanks to simin, fredrick,sean,daphne and sijie everything went well.
clive,
thank you very much uh, your letter =) (Y) i heard that this big boy have been crying in my ward. eh, i am not died don cry kay. i know i am very hot tempered i always vent it on you and mummy sorry, i will change kay. that slap, do rmb, make me guilty so i will change. don act as a mute kay, i know you can hear me.
monday,
too bored at home, went out with eddy, wilfred,simin,tuckseng and jansen to nex. wasn feeling well at all i kept vomiting. was supa not good. met sijie, bryan and hengwei at nex arcade after we when singing at seragoon cc. sad day.
Tuesday,
wet back to school with simin, to collect her sim card, wal my vp veh veh veh mafan sial, kns. after waiting like for 3 fucking hours she then come out, wtf lo. then slack at coffee shop with fred, shaun boom, shawn chan and simin while sean tan went home. alot of shaun(s) hor!
Wednesday,
off day at home=)
photo(s) i will update th next time

yo!

2011-03-06T01:07:00.007+08:00

Picture for th day!

okay,
skipped tuition and went to nex with simin and daphne!
omg have a great day very long nvr go out likedat with them already. hahaha funny ttm although in th beginning was real boring but it ended real fun! took lots of photos. will upload today so don worry uh.

save your nasty comments to yourself uh, you aren better in fact worse, don say people cui, you ownself more cui. LOL shall not waste my energy typing comments on you.

pictures! << pictures of you, pictures of me>>

Xavier's birthday <03032011>

Ah huh ah huh!

2011-03-04T20:23:00.002+08:00

BORLING! veh borling,
looks like there is gonna be lots of underlines in my report book. simply i jus flunk everything. except for mother tongue and maths. predict, haix i think i will go NA next year, nehmind its gonna be fine for me. i think.

my heart, it's torn into pieces.

2011-03-03T22:57:00.002+08:00

OHOH, i forgotten you bloggie. Back i am to feed you with post uh. so sad. uhuh, jun's is crazy. kay not gonna go into details on updating what i did kay. hmm, its just study sleep play eat bathe. thats all. until today uh, my cousin bday omfg finally i can touch my makeup set lo. uh pictures all be up tmr? or next week?

today,03032011! a very not fine and fine day. hahaha sorry tahan with my angmoh, its likedat lo. hahahaha, okay start, school as usual. lessons ended at 130 then went canteen to slack played true or dare with shihui,congzhe,simin,puja and daphne.=) sadly no pictures. hahaha mr rangen(dm of my sch) was saying, "STRICTLY NO PICTURES ARE TO BE TAKEN IN OUR SCHOOL ENVIRONMENT!" hahaha why? cos my school very budget he don wan show other ppl. okay. then home, prepared and left to (my cousin)xavier's birthday.

okay, linked to my title,
i mentioned was a fine and not fine day yea. its pretty more to th not fine. firstly,my dearest friend uh, lied to me. secondly, my another dearest friend left me, thirdly, make a guess? my mum left me! jus kiddin' thirdly i have planned to let go and move on.

lie? it can hurt someone badly or make someone happy. a lie or a white lie. sad uh. veh sad effing sad. fucking sad. its jus i felt th pain piercing through when nothing actually pierced through. can i don bother you anymore? how i hope i can. jus be it, you. i can help. you happy can already, i jus don wan you to regret like how i did, thats all.

left? gone likedat without a notice. jus a bye. this can break my heart througly already. no comments i have, just hope you will be fine there in aust.

let go? i say easy luh, do? sighs.
its just a plan, but i think it won work, as it nvr did.

2011-02-27T02:32:00.002+08:00

hmm, shoooo died here. Sorry uh,
hey peepos jun'ven close her blog yet please be back.
anyway, updates for yesterday.

hmm, went to meet clive to collect my phone back as i left it there in th morning, then had lunch with lynn=) prepared th mrt-ed down to simin house.
planned to study at simin's house, ended up playing make ups in her house. after tt went down to simin's ahma house, omg her cooking is absolutely awesome! then bus-ed back to compass with simin, was playing like to crazy who had just release frm IMH in th bus-stop. went home. C= thats all, monday=> chemistry CT, hahah i'm gonna fail. byes, will update again

anyway to those who seen my fb post,
my tagboard is act th misc section. kindly tag leave your link and i will link you back. sorry uh.

hmm.

2011-02-18T22:47:00.002+08:00

you know what.
this was th first time i have met this person who waited for my friend three years and they are finally together. this is call love sia. waited for soooo long. and he have nvr ask th girl, "do you love me" nvr you know he didn expect any frm th girl but he continue loving her. see, this is then call power luh. anyway. last long ya. sijing!
=)

continue, my blog is so died so as my tagboard uh! how to update uh like 8 freaking days i nvr visit my bloggie.
i even forget what i did. LOL. hmm update about today bahs.
18 feb,
school as usual ended at arnd 1 then walk out to school, met fred and sean along with simin and lingkai. =) slacked at bartley coffee shop=) then send simin and lingkai off.
continue with them wah this is th first time i see fred kenna bully until 12345. i think he will go stupid when he is old.

then to parkway, headed to some rubbish lesson! cbd? my mum is a fucking asshole! KNNBCCB PCBSLJ! NEVERMIND AFTER THAT, met clive, then shopped a while see him eat then home. off he goes with his friends to dunno where guess he is not going home bah.end here.

back?

2011-02-10T19:45:00.001+08:00

i have nobody to turn to expect my blog.
Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretend that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...
it's so true! very true! hahhaa compliment to myself.

i am so stressed up.

2011-02-09T14:47:00.004+08:00

stress=( school? tuiton? homework? and love?
i simply have no mood on everything? seriously. i am just so tired. suddenly, realise that i will just knock off to sleep when i reach home. which i usually don. and by th time i wake up it's already 8+ ate dinner and bathe it will be time for bed again, i feel tired easily and i cant complete my fucking hmk. -.- sometimes i wan to GND. well, i have speak to my mum and all she say was see first? i am fucking tired. i need a break. homework, tests everyday, i am only sec 3 what about sec 4 i think i won be able to manage lo.-.-
sorry:( wasn active on blogger. so yea. hmm photoes uploaded!

i am finally bloggin.

2011-02-08T07:20:00.002+08:00

Day 1 photos( others will upload tmr)

Like 12345,
my blog is so died,
CNY day 1
woke t around 11, went t visit grandparents on both sides than to my great grandmothers house :D a lot of angbao take! damb happy but lost 40 dollars on betting,sad ttm.
Day 2,
Went joey's house to bai nian:)
gamble until siao 4 hours of gambling 100 earned! hot pot at her house with all my cousins plus gary and gerald.
Day 3,
Went bugis, window shopped with simin,then to woodlands meet chenbao,lionel and zhanhua
After that to simin house gamble! then went home around 1230 am likedat.
Day4,
woke at 10 planned ro morning call some chick, then play com until 12 likedat went over to kevin's housw suay suay no ppl at home. Met hengyu fred and chaoyu then to my grandmother shop hahahha. Tell you guys something funny my mum gave chaoyu fred and hengyu angpao. Chaoyu got 6dollars but fred only got 4 lagi suay sia him, after that met congzhe then to sengkang, simin house, go there also gamble! Dinner with them then mrt home tgt reach home around 915.
Tonned with keith and simin on th phone. Till 415 simin doze off.
Day 5,
school starts jitao fed up! dw go school at all
Slept in class for 2 hrs. Then gamble agn with simin won again.
:). Happy like don nid money likedat.
Day 6,
Today, you must be wondering why i so free updating my blog cos i am planning to late for school now then sitting on th bench of th buaatop. Waiting for some pigs to arrive. Shld be effing late for school bah! pictures above:D

CNY eve =)

2011-02-02T22:19:00.003+08:00

today...
A OFF DAY FRM SCHOOL FINALLY.
i didn went to school hahaha. slept till 12pm shiok siol. Then prepared, went grandma house. after that went to pray ahgong and dayi. then tuanyuan fan at grandma house, with all my cousins=)
suddenly pictures of th past flash through my brain. i felt as though i really did change a lot. hmm, to th bad and a bit to th good. anyway i had lots of fun today! playing black jack although lost a lot of money.=(
tmr take angpao!
PHOTOS

byes.

2011-02-02T02:15:00.004+08:00

I AM REALLY SORRY.
you know what? i dunno what i wan myself, it's not th kind of feeling. i don wan you to live with false hope, thats why i choose to hurt you, i am afraid i am afraid it will turn up like th previous one. i know i myself, i don like you neither do i love you. so yea. i rather you being hurt now then you being hurt later. well, we can still maintain like now? brother and sister? doesn mean that i wrote this you won have th rights again. don think likedat, i am not your who, you can have your own freedom in doing your stuff. my weakness, i know myself. i cant fall for you. not that you are not good, jus that my heart don flows well when its with you. so i rather you let go. memories i will remember for life. like th nature lead our way, if we are fated to be together we will be. if we are not, no one to blame.
i know you will see this, i dun wan to reject you verbally.but yea. i am sure god-sis told you about it too and i am cfm you already know. but i won stop you. i jus don wan you unhappy. thats all. i am sorry i have let go you, and let you fall again. you still have hopes you still have cos i am giving you. not going t destroying th last bit. you told me before "a man can be as great as they want to be" and "what you want will be what i will strive for" now i am telling you, boy,
i want you to be th greatest person by not falling back and stand by yourself. i will still be there for you.

updates,
monday 31jan2011.
school as usual ended at 330,
slacked with lionel and min,
went home and went out to iluma with lynn and cliffy
whatever it is. i had lots of fun. thanks.

1st day of feb!

2011-02-02T01:56:00.003+08:00

th 2nd month of my sec 3 life?
i still feel as though i jus entered bartley.
i didn feel any like a secondary 3 student. hahah life still goes on.
NO ACT TODAY. EVERYONE GOES POOM PEE PEE.
went to krish house, was playing like 123456. siaosiao likedat.
fucking fun. then called mac delivery.
simin,
Do..double f...fi...ish? filet? hahahha th way you ordered.
PHOTOS

sunday=)

2011-02-02T01:28:00.004+08:00

update? yea going. photos!
sunday. 30 jan 2010
hmm. went out with simin, hengyu, lingkai and kevin.
=) went to bugis street, like as usual shopped? help ling and kevin choose their new year clothes and headed to meet some sherwell and others! =) clubbing like crazy. high till siaosiao. heng was alert. then went back home around 12am =) talked on th phone and bedtime.

HELLO

2011-01-29T18:32:00.002+08:00

LOL. update okay? HAHAHA peepos. you all ask my update then why don tag my bloddy tagboard? okay not a fine day today.
was sent in to SGH, cos kept vomiting until i vomit until saliva also all come out. like nothing esle to vomit out already. i simply feel like dying off. i think my mum can be th SGH doctors too. Go in hospital already what they do was give me a plastic bag. likedat i stay at house also got plastic bag uh. -.- injected grape glucose? going to CNY and i am like hospitalized? lucky hor? but out already like jus only. i have got dunno what in my fucking gastric? hopefully, i nid not a surgeon, just hope. everything i eat will come out frm my mouth again. then i eat for what? Mc on monday, but jun is going school fuck that mc, i don wan to be a retainee. feeling horrible now. HAHAH simin, i didn expect when i text you you will reply siol, i thought you will be uhuh wo zai shui jiao. no pictures, i look fucking ugly.

you know what? i guess.

2011-01-27T21:21:00.003+08:00

I GUESS i am going to retain this year, simply, because i just pass up a blank sheet of fool scape paper to my Social Studies teacher. HAHAHA ~

i'll remember th times we had

2011-01-24T12:10:00.003+08:00

Hello bloggin in school again. Simply bcos i am not listening at all. Th cher talk until can sleep uh~ okay lol.
Thinking of things i jus wonder do boys heart change that fast.
Really fast thy can jus simply give you up and not up to a month thy can get a new stead. Wahhh seriously fuck up man. When you are tgt with th guy they sweet talk to you cheer you up say thy love you th most. Then after you break with them they turn everything upside down? seriously? are all guys likedat. There is times i really went to think if you marry this person for like 70 years will you still love each other. Well, my granddad say yesh my grandma too. Hmm but since you have broken up with your partner why bother to care her somemore. Don you know she will tend to love you back. Since you have gone for another girl then let her go. Byes my boy.
Hmmm update about weekend.
Saturday,went back to sch cos have some cip programme going on. And is fucking compulsory. Saturday still nid early wake-.- schools are taking up our resting time lo. unfair.

2011-01-21T12:59:00.002+08:00

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Hmm bloggin in school cos is effing bored. Sianzxc to de max lo maybe is not enough sleep lo. Poa is so difficult.i guess is th cher dk how to teach bahs i have been neglectling my bloggie going to close it down since no one is viewing yea. Hmm, school is getting so boring. Then i am like almost sleeping everyday in class. Maybe is tend to sleep late lo. LESSON IS SO FUXKING BORING TO DE MAC SIOL. i am like thinking to go out everyday siol. =.= FML.

HAHAHAHAHA

2011-01-12T09:00:00.002+08:00

LOL i am crazy. You guys must be wondering why i can blog. Hahaha lol cos i am at home. Hehehe was being send home by mr sng. Finally a break. I can take. LOL thanks to my temperature:) 38.8. but still have hmk haiya sian. 1 day i should be able to catch up with th class yea. 8 Of jan, went out with min,daphne,lionel zhengfuand chenbao to watch gui ye siao. Hahaha ghost not scary de. Th show damn funny. Hahaha i only rmb.
"If you see th ghost report to me i was lock him in th guard room." lmao. Lol quite a fun day but min gone moody, like so quiet. I text her bo reply.i spam her also bo reply. Hahah but i was afraid to call her so things goes on when there is only one mouth talking,daphne's mouth. Then my xinqing also a bit not good. Lol. After that took bus with dap she stop at bugis i went straight home. Fun and moody day it was.. Okay stop here i got to take care myself and try to head back to sch tmr.

I DON LIKE SEC 3 LIFE.

2011-01-10T22:16:00.002+08:00

hmm. sec 3 life you so fucking stress. there is hmk everyday! haiya why likedat siol i miss my sec 2 life so fucking much. stress like a crazy dog.
sec 3 life= no life.
now i understand why ppl start to not attend school when they are sec3.
imagine sec3 already damn jialat liao sec 4 ley? wah jitao sian lo.
wah i nvr update since january 3 hahahs so died. i am doing my art thats why i can go online hahahs if not i don evenn have time to touch my keyboard. i am lack of sleep. and i am veery very ill. super ill. i am coughing like !!@#$%^&*) even when i talk i cough at th same time. my temperate is rising like 12345 then mii friends goes laughing. stupid right. i look like a fool its very long since i am last sick. i rmb was primary 5, dengee fever. it feels really terrible siol. hmm no pictures sick= ugly face. not sick also ugly face. LOL. okay buais will update when free.

formspring.me

2011-01-04T23:22:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/JunadiefanofRED

HAHAHA i am so ready for school! joking~

2011-01-03T22:06:00.002+08:00

hello!
tmr schools is gonna start. haiya so fucking not ready for everything.
i wonder who will our teacher be siol? can bully one or not? haiya. let nature lead our way. so yea. jun is going sleep early hahah at 1030.
JIAYOU everybody!

2011 countdown!

2011-01-01T22:03:00.004+08:00

okay! back. i just woke up. heheh its 1014. ohoh.
i sleep at 2pm okay!
yesterday. 31st last day of th year.
hahah went to bball with david and others at around 10am
all th way till 3pm then when to meet daphne at sengkang while waiting for her.
ate with simin at kopitiam, inside compass then after daph came when to rm while simin when home. shopped at ntuc and daiso. bought daphne bento and egg shaping as she was going to make a bento for herself as dinner. then so when back to lsm house. was alone with daphne while her family and her went to house warming. okay, then was cooking. feeding her hamster. wah her hamster effing big. 4 of them hehehs. then waited for min to come back, after that touch up and then prepared to walk to to busstop around 1145pm to fetch lionel, daniel, zhanhua, chenbao and zhengfu.
slacked at her house there th coffee shop while they were having dinner. then up to simin house hahahs continue on.... was playing in th room like crazy hearta-ttack hahah. slap here and there until like almost all of us th hand machumn red like hongbao. played other games also. was having lots of fun yea. hmm. then everyone tired liao. slept. 10 mins hahahah woke. cant sleep at all. looked up :"oh its 6am' so fast hahahs at around 8am everyone woke. then yea. send them to busstop then off to have breakfast at kfc =) then back to simin house prepare and mrt home. wah thats long. then watch tv till 3pm and then slept till now hahah!

done with update. lil'Notes are below.

ohoh yea. tag my shoutmix or its gonna be died.

Pictures!

choi uh! lsm!

me and daphne!<3

me and daphne!<3

=)

myself.

LilNotes!

simin
hahah tyvm uh, hahahs ni de jia jiu shi wo de jia!
hahahs LOL. hearta-ttack? LOL
you are indeed a killer yea win also beat lose also beat.
gen ni play de people sure die de.
tagg shoutmix tyvm

daphne
dunno you got view or not luh.
just write. hahah got miss james bo? okay luh don disturb you !
hahah sleepin like a pig uh. tyvm for th laughter.
tag ley.

lionel
why like so quiet?
social a bit ley and spamming people isn fun lo.
make my phone lagg like shit. hahahs joking luh.

chenbao
hahah fairy?
you indeed is a joker yea.
"likedat bu shi wo bo hua?"
hahahah! LOL.

zhengfu
socialize? very uh.
unblock me very nice to play hor.
hahahs i didn know that zhengfu wasn your real name siol.
LOL. be more friendly! can make more friends!=)
i didn know government started spaming residents of singapore.
joking.

daniel
LOL. i have no freaking idea why they kip disiaoing you. just don care okay.
hope you did enjoy yourself

zhanhua
hahah finnaly i can memorize you name LOL.
anyway i know technology very advance now but hor phone also will lag de. don kip spamming uh. =)

i am jus concerning as a friend.

2011-01-01T05:52:00.002+08:00

hello.
bloggin cos i cant sleep.
hahha i am at simin house now. =) ton there.
update you guys when i reach home kays.

hmm. no photos.
i am jus concerning as a friend.

please don drink anymore. i don wan you in trouble. please.
kyc and jj you all see le please stop him liao.
really lo. please.

life is like dat. please accept it.

2010-12-30T19:04:00.002+08:00

Hmm bloggin again. LOL i jus my blog is my best pals uh.
Continue on...
30 Dec 2010:)
hmm. Woke up at 930 to wake some pigs up.
After preparing bus-ed down to bartley, meet min andnid buy books then ate. We moved on to singpost. Shopped at this fashiin then meet her younggong. LOL. Continue on to my grandmother's shop. Hahahs jun lose to a 4year old small kid lol. Hahah naughty boy luh him. Jus a parrot. A cute parrot. Lol he is my cousin playing like mad with simin. Heheh then up to my house. Ate ramen hahah it was th first time i ate with my friends at my house lo. Effing happy. Hahah then now otw to sengkang with simin and lionel uploading by handphone don blame me if there is any error. :) Hahahs

simin
hahahs so noisy sia you can kip quiet or not th whole bus only got your voice. Tyvm for coming down. Jun is fuxkin happy.
lionel
hahah tyvm for coming over:)
younggong is. ..
Hahahs say liao you also won understand so. Yea.

hmm. back?

2010-12-30T00:47:00.005+08:00

woots my sister blew her seventeen candles today.
on a mango paradise cake. LOL. nice uh. hahah i saying th cake not her.
i(L) my shining hair. so fake. i hate it. it's black. i am fucking dreaming how i hope i was dreaming. hmm thats mean school is gonna start. haiya kinda don like it. really much. lazy to study, but still gotta. 1/2 a year i have slack it's time for me to really wake.
slackers.
please really do wake. esp you, simin!
not a post to scold you but when i kinda talk to you you always give in a thinking that you don bother about study yea. i know you have no interest. then find it back. won you want to prove to all th teachers we aren th stupid girls in their mindset. i dunwan to leave you behind and me moving on i wan you to move on with me together. 1/2 a year i took to wake, you? more then 1 year you have been slacking where are your great grades? i rmb last time you do have better grades then ypt. now what? she have much more better grades than you. i don wan you to regret and waste your stupid time. why waste time, when you can study? you wan to retain is it? i am not saying you wan to. i am jus saying if you kip on slacking retaining will jus be th result.
i don care ,i don bother, this is wat i say only. if i don care about you this post won be for you. please okay even if you don have th interest please just study. for god sake, for you parents sake. okay i know its weird. i myself is a slacker. but if you stand, i will. i will move on ensuring you do. private or what after term one then say. okay? and and i get th reason why you wan privating becos you don wan see jess. if i tell you i am not privating, will you still? why don wan see him? last time i and xl got problem i choose to private but you told me something. a thing that makes me think i have no nid for privating.
thing is; you did nothing wrong why hide? why don face them.
now i am telling you th same thing simin, why hide? you did nothing wrong. nothing. wan transfer also is he transfer not you. kay? everything after term one okay. please get th study mood back. i am beggin. jun is begging you, simin.

imma crazy!

2010-12-29T00:47:00.005+08:00

hello.
jun is crazy. very crazy. hahaha its 12;58, 29 dec 2010 hahaha! nice day.
why? cos is my sister's birthday! happy birthday uh. don care her. post my things.

hmmm. 28 dec 2010
woke at 11am. then mrt down to woodlands meet min and her younggong.
LOL. while waiting for her younggong and chenbao to come. we two went makan-ing.
after that when cc bought jie's present and moved on to buy tickets for movie.
while buying, was waiting for zhengfu to come. sadly no more seats got th first two rows. idoit so fucking pain siol my neck. hahaha lucky i am not that tall=)
but th show was rather funny. gulliver's travel=) ending was sho super perfect.
after that mom call, got to head home to celebrate my sis bdae. so rushed home lo. bopian.

simin
sorry uh, i knew you didn want to go home that early but i bopian ps.

i continue on..
smiling as great as i can. hahaha.
he never fails to make me smile.
he never fails to be a listening ear.
when everyone outside didn believe in me he did.
even when he doesn wan to hear my craps he bear with it.
even if i didn say he would knew that there's wrong out there.
hahaha thank you very much uh, my best soulmate/brother!junjie=)
i am sorry too. ps i shouted, i cried, i yelled to th max on th phone, ps i make you i guess blur like a big sotong, confused like 12345. LOL. hahaha

don worry i am fine.
although i can say th problem is not solved but i felt really better.
really, much better after everything.
jus a favor i hope you can help,
make him let go. let go of this complicated matter. i will feel much better.
get him to move on as his buddy. tyvm.
i am not trouble with his matter is jus that
yesterday wasn in a really good mood. things i felt to me was unfair.
real unfair. but it isn anybody's fault. so i don blame anyone.
jus blame myself. i have no achieve even if i have i won get a chance for credits.
this is my life. miserable life. perhaps bloggin is th best way to vent it out.
i am sorry if i hurt anyone. but do understand it hurt me more, MUCH more.
perhaps i should get use to it as this is my fucking life. FML.
i am just a sore loser.
a idoit who cant lose all her things
a insane who is afraid of losing her friend
a stupid who thinks that friends don leave her.
a crazy that apologize for nothing.
a girl who has no pride.
a girl who goes on other peoples way.
a girl who don plan her life.
just like a dog. thats me.
that is me. a idoit loser.

This year was th best christmas

2010-12-26T23:54:00.004+08:00

woodlands kopitiam having dinner=)

tyvm.

pretty hor th girl in white.

hahahs was playing with my phone.

lionel to simin.=)
hahahs finally. is her turn. she is attached. ohoh. simin ley.
th stubborn girl is attached to my brother-in law, lionel.
congrats to her okay. her husband is a perfect one. last long long uh.

x'mas eve.
went sengkang meet min then to bartley
meet peiting then to kallang meet fred. hahahs meet= pass present.
then to orchard with simin and peiting. was window shopping.
in order to waste time, was waiting for daphne and lionel's group to turn up.
shopped in fep then down to somerset. walked to orchard fetch daphne and lionel's group, on 24 dec 2010. jun made new friends again. zhengfu,chenbao and weiqiang.
to be honest, zhengfu and weiqiang was tooooooooooooooooooo social until we didn talk i guess. then after meet. went ion a while back to woodlands, chenbao house. tonnnnnn! love it! was drinking like 12345. LOL. i think got a while i went high like crazy. okay awhile later i was pretty fine. then was playing what 5 10 15, hearta-ttaxk. LOL. after awhile everyone when orhorh-ing. until 12pm, some left already left me daphne simin lionel and chenbao. sent daphne to mrt then to sengkang, then home=) was effin tired but didn sleep. went to entertain joey they came over to my house played and watch tv til arounf 3am, buai i was sleeping le.

today.
woke at 6pm, woke up bcos of min. then went to parkway buy books, dinner and home.
shoortt uh. sorry lo. pictures to entertain.

short message to peepos.

simin
love you luh. but i bet outside got people love you more lo.
alrights. attached le uh. not bad uh xiaojie.
tyvm for ytd. all i know is to thank you. hope you are feeling real better.
please next time shout out loud! "i am not feeling well"
don kip quiet. i was real worry for you okay. please lo.
you laogong was like a kangchiong lion there.
thanks for th fun yea.

Daphne
very fun hor? with james? kick here and there. push here and there.
hahahs tyvm for coming down.=)

lionel
take real good care of simin hor,
she is real fragile. very easy shoushang.
tell you one very big secret okay! don tell her hor.
secret is:
...
simin hor, very bad de be careful hor she beat peepos de.
joking luh. secret is ..
she hates liars. clue: hide things also = to lying.
=) big hor. th secret rmb don tell her.
and and, you was very scary yesterday.

Daniel
tyvm for th attacks. it real did hurt my "roasted hand"
hahah machumm roasted chicken. wo hui ji zhu de
LOL. was playing so i don take dat in mind.
hope you don too.

james
very fun hor with daphne!
you really did have long legs.=P

woots, its christmas eve!

2010-12-24T02:49:00.002+08:00

hahahs. i have been waiting for today hahah! later going celerbrate with my dearest girlfriend, simin and daphne!^^ with some others friends yeay going to countdown siol! happy til die. wah i cant wait. i CANT WAIT. OHOH btw we are going orchard, hope to bumb anyone there oh~~~ then happy lo. going to take a lot photo(s) get you all updated.=) watching gulliver's travel later =) gonna love it.

frustrated

2010-12-21T21:01:00.002+08:00

Haiya!
problems by problems
my brains is going to explode! bomb!
LOL. i would appreciate if you cant stop your doings. or i am going to die yea. let me off. i would thank you much.=) okay.
today, not as usual.
rotted at home, sucha different feeling stay at home so bored. so to say nobody going to slack so bo lang jio. sian. hahah its meant to be a off day for mr to stay at home and rest cos everyday so busy don even have enough time to sleep. tiday so shiok, slept to 3pm sad to say i gotta wake at 9am tmr. so fucking early. due to some cancellation, today plans change to tmr. but but, tmr dunno is was fucking event th tangyuan thingy i gotta go temple and pray my granddad. so everything kenna clash so irritated. fucking irritated. now still thinkin if i should go or not. haizx. i am going to bomb soon.

she is just bored:-)

2010-12-21T00:22:00.004+08:00

Woots this week so busy siol. 0027 time now. So early and i gotta wake at 9 to wake some pig up then prepare. Hmm go where ley see my next post lo. So looking forward to christmas siol. Sure have a lot of fun de! :) anyway. Jun will be changing link soon yea. Rmb t relink when its moved c=

insomnia

2010-12-19T02:45:00.002+08:00

Its 246am and i am updating my blog. Woots not. Good thing yea. Jun just cant sleep in her peaceful mind. I am so fed up! aiya why cant i jus fall asleep into my beautiful dreams ley. Haiya. Nehmind update for this week:)
i am suppose to mia frm blogger so as t make th previous post th first one but haha sorry lo. Bloggin is part of my daily routine le. :-] hahah
this week will be a busy week preparing presents and making christmas card can take me days. Christmas is comimg yay will be celerbrating with my dear simin. Hahah joking luh. Still have some other friends joining along. Hmm just cant wait for th day to come siol. Alrights my english is so singalish. Nehmind viewers do understand can or-ready! :-)

A little message to this boy.
Don get yicong helping you lo. Let go and move on. Like i say i won turn back to before. And no feelings means no feeling luh. You don understand english. Please okay. Stop botherin me. Stop cutting in my life. For goodness sake, i don wan t quarrel. Move on or not is your choice but i am moving on without you thats all. Wake up please. :)

woots, a hppay day i had.

2010-12-17T17:06:00.002+08:00

talk about yesterday yea.
forget t update cos was very very very tired. bear with me yea. so here comes.

YESTERDAY16 DEC
Woke at around 8 and when i slept at around 5. cos was entertaining some small girl to bed. Then prepared myself and went t dhobby gaunt to meet sijing,sile,hazel and simin.
after that took mrt to orchard to meet lionel and here comes, jun made a new friend named daniel. okay he is rather sociable.=/ okay continue. then walked to far east plaza. felt so damn fuckin hungry cos i nvr ate anything jus before. so continue went to eat kfc and continue our girls shopping this is rather bad for th guys they are being left out and all they do was to follow us and see girls clothing. okay then cab down to penisula, wah a lot of cheap school bag there siol lucky there got boys stuff lionel and daniel can shop then jitao sian. i felt th boring-ness they felt so just when we were in fEP was fuckin bored. okay after penisula, sijing,sile and hazel went home. then simin,lionel,daniel and me continue our journey at bugis, hahah was sindow shopping all along cos didn wan t spen my cash away then went back to sengkang with them then ate dinner. omfg th coffee shop is effing big lo. anyway thanks uh. later then i post thanks to who. then send lionel and daniel off and went to simin house ! woohoo! simin can celerbrate christmas with us fucking cool sey. so was skype-ing with simin and msn with simin and daphne. was chatting like crazy our for christmas. after daphne left our convo. then simin and i continued chatting like crazy bitches on th phone until 3am both tired liao went orhorh-ing.=) nice day i had. with entertaining from them

thanks to...
sijing, sile and hazel.
for th day of fun, for coming out with me=)
sile, whose th winner uh? okay luh next time you all come my house i treat you.=)

simin
LOVELY min, looks like you are falling deep in love. hmm. ty very much for th day and th laughness you gave to me. next time your turn to order kfc. HAHAH okay this is between us C=

lionel and Daniel
ty tyvm,
lionel. you got a nice hair colour uh really look like one big lion. and and sorry to left you and him out on th day. girl shopping you know yea and and you both males shop so long too. joking luh fair fair okay.=)
Daniel. hahahs really sociable uh you. sorry i am anti-social. just kidding. thanks for your entertaining.=)

th lovely sister.

2010-12-16T00:42:00.004+08:00

HAHA update,
LOL bored. tuition tuition and tuition.
going t cray le. mummy! i am dying uh. when are you going to stop siol or this is starting only? aiyoh this is crazy. i need a break,hahah my tutor say have a kitkat. siansian want to die liao. went parkway then to suntec omg. ALOT of hot temporary workers. fucking hot siol. Hahah damn damn damn suai!

Pictures of this pair of LoveySister.

hi there:)

2010-12-14T18:30:00.003+08:00

=.=
back t bloggin. A bit bored so plan t blog some stuff. Today,14dec2010 haha i am 14years 6months old. :) yey hahaswoke up at 11am the. Went parkway for science tuition. First lesson was rather fun. Hahas i jus knew my bartley senior is in the same education centre as me lol he is conan so my cher was like asking how did i know him this and that and i jus shoot him back hahas he is very famous. Lol theN science lesson was kinda fun after that i went t grandmother house. Woots greatgrandma is here. Haha now she is speakin full of her hokkien i don even understand too chim and she scolds vulgars so cool yea. This is my life for today i wonder wat will happen tmr? :)

i cant sleep.

2010-12-14T02:56:00.003+08:00

Hmm kinda piss me i can fall asleep and i th hell don even know why. Its so irritating toss and turn toss and turn and still de same. Retarded right yea i know. My shoutmix is so damn d. I feel like shuttin it down. Oh btw. My dear sis blogg have been coloured by a person with rubbish comments. Anyway she not easy bully de okay stupid -.- anyway i forget th person name pazxc or paxx watever i lazy go correct. Don worry luh this little things are small peas,xiao vanessa:) okay stop a while i using phone update so a bit lagg. Anyway viewers of my blog, i am single uh the post was meant for some bastards.
Today.
Ate hot pot at home then headed t parkway. Things happen lucky my dearest daddy is there. Very heng. Very very. I love my daddy very muxh.:-] then ate then home.

Lovelyhubby.
Tyvm for your tag. Anyway rebecca ley. I am sure you know me and you de status hor. LOL. I will not go back to before. Cos my feelings is fadin i dunwan t give you false hopes. Rebecca is a nice girl. :) good for her. Sweetie.

sorry

2010-12-14T00:18:00.002+08:00

Hahs. Vanassa teoshihui this is for you:)
sorry ya that day pangsey you. Cos of some family problem i cant turn up. Meet next time lo. Anyway next year also can see you in school de mah. Loves.

Hahs ps.

2010-12-13T01:34:00.003+08:00

ohoh.
bloggie update about today.
TOday,
went church.
then went to meet hubby at his house there then hubby and me waited for lionel to come cos going to simin house. after like waiting for 20 mins. lionel turn up, i left huneyy alone at th busstop. Sorry huneyy baby tally joseeeeeeeeeeeeeee. forgive you shorty yea. PLEASE! hahah okay, cos i didn wan lionel t realise that he was there. so i left him there alone anyway he was going t meet his friends so fair fair hor. then went up t simin house was feeling moody, waiting fro huneyy's call. he is so slow i think he forget luh. then to compass cos sile was drink so went there buy drinks lo. huney finally call. was like so happy. simin was like :"who uh" and i answered "hahah my mum" :P LOL. ps yea. then was very happy today my when slacking everyone seems out of mood. maybe is me only luh. idk. next up went playground slack then send lionel to compass. they two uh effing cute lo."you go first" "no you go first" hahah LOL. went back t simin house slack ate and played poker with sile. after that watched tv then about 11 went home. hahahs.

daddy, sorry yea wasn on purpose i didn notice th time=)
huney, ps i will be home early next time. sorry.

2010-12-09T23:15:00.003+08:00

when can i go out, MUMMY!
being grounded is so fuxking bored!
i dun wan quarrel with you again. just now i only ask can i go out tmr. you are like. hey wat you wan that face, stop shouting at me. i am 14 you know not 4! although 14 not very big but big enough to think hor. yes i have been going out everyday almost, think of it why! why have i been going out! home is only a place for me to sleep thats all. i even eat outside food. not much what. you told me read books. kisiao. my result so "good" you think i interested with books? i rather go bang wall and die. okay.

today.

2010-12-09T19:12:00.003+08:00

as usual rotted at home slept until 4pm.
-.-okay i know i 行 hahah okay.
then lynn cooked lunch for me. hehehs.
tyvm jie. then 715pm ate dinner.
just eat finish only. yummy. tomyum fried rice i ownself cook de. not very nice but still edible luh. then now bloggin i am bored.

yesterday,8 dec.
when grandmother house. then went home, went to meet ferlyn =)

hahahs. okay thats all. although not in details. updated anyway.

i am not a stupid.

2010-12-09T16:49:00.002+08:00

you think i am a naive girl? nono.
i have nvr believe you.
guess you are th one being th fool=)
hahas! nice? lucky simin saw you today. anway if she aint saw you. i also bo chap you one. hehehs anyway "good luvk" for your this r/s lo.

shit you.

2010-12-08T21:20:00.003+08:00

you are just seeking for my trouble aren you. i in trouble you very happy isit? very happy uh? until you already know i and them buaygum you still don care ask me follow you. whatever it is. you aren a trustworthy friend. you are just a shit. A shit!i hate you. stupid friend. IDOIT! just a shit.
i thought you change truely change, in fact you are still th same. still th same idoit.
whatever it is. this are th past. let bygones be bygones.
bye.

♥♥

2010-12-08T16:06:00.002+08:00

Hello this post is for my grand-daddy
ahye,
hope you can get up on your feet again.
i miss those days when you drive and send us home after school. miss those days when you fetch 7-8 of us for lunch. i miss those days when you run with us t chases those cats and birds away. i miss th days when you chase us around. now although you are fine, but with a "stick" you are always depending t walk with. then time when i see you fell but all i can do it run there and help you up when your leg is already bleeding. This year, ahye you won be able t drive us around. get well soon. i will be waiting yeye.

2010-12-08T00:37:00.001+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: teh beng

2. Last phone call: simin

3. Last text message: sean

4. Last song you listened to: shinee-hello

5. Last time you cried: ytd on bus

HAVE YOU EVER:

7. Been cheated on: yes

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope

9. Lost someone special: yea, just?

10. Been depressed: yes.

11. Been drunk and threw up: Not yet

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. red

13. White

14. blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: Yeah

16. Fallen out of love: Yea

17. Laughed until you cried: Yea.

18. Met someone who changed you: Yes, but this was last year.

19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes

20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: yes

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them.

23. How many kids do you want to have: never thought of it?

24. Do you have any pets: yes a hammy.

25. Do you want to change your name: Never will i.

26. What did you do for your last birthday: had a party.

27. What time did you wake up today:530am

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching show.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: christmas? CNY. collect haobong

30. Last time you saw your Mother: just only

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my feelings

32. What are you listening to right now: lan tian-AMei

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: My feelings are all mixed up.

35. Most visited webpage: Facebook, blogger.

36. What's your real name: Jun Choe Jing Yee

37. Nicknames: ah jun

38. Relationship Status: single.

39. Zodiac sign: Gemini

40. Male or female?: Female.

41. Elementary?: Haig girls School.

42. Middle School?: Bartley Sec Sch. (Hate it)

43. High school/college?: Not yet.

44. Hair colour: majesty brown.

46. Height: 156

47.Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes.

48: What do you like about yourself?: everything hahah=/

49. Piercings: Ears, two on each sides.

50. Tattoos: Don have.

51. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: on nose, breathing difficulty.

53. First piercing: When i was primary 4

54. First best friend: lynn wang.

55. First sport you joined: badminton.

56. First vacation: japan

59. Eating: cereals?

60. Drinking: milk.

61. I'm about to: bathe

62. Listening to: phone call.

63. Waiting on: for tmr.

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: not planning to.

65. Get Married?: Yeah.

66. Career?: Not sure

WHICH IS BETTER

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.

68. Hugs or kisses: hugs.

69. Shorter or taller: Taller.

70. Older or Younger: Older.

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms.

73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: No.

77. Drank hard liquor: yes.

78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes

79. Sex on first date: NO

80. Broken someone's heart: Yes.

82. Been arrested: No.

83. Turned someone down: Yes.

84. Cried when someone died?: Yeah.

85. Fallen for a friend?: Yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: Sometimes.

87. Miracles: No

88. Love at first sight: No

89. Heaven: yes

90. Santa Claus: No.

91. Kiss on the first date: nope.

92. Angels: nope

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No.

95. Did you sing today?: Yes.

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: I guess so.

97. If you could go back in time: Change whateva thing that I regretted doing and make it all right.

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: th day i knew him.

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: no. i don trust that anymore

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yes.

now to you noob! still th day i knew you, your name have been changed t "noob"

2010-12-07T23:20:00.000+08:00

nice title uh?
sorry for today.
i just left likedat,
not because i didn dare t face her.
is because i don wan you and fred in a difficult spot.
sorry ya, hope my leaving didn spoil de fun.

this is for you, boy.

2010-12-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

boy,
thanks,
thanks for th 1year 3 month,
thanks for helping me overcome my phobia of darkness.
thanks for lendin' your shoulder t me
thanks for being my boy.
thanks for the love you gave.
thanks for the hugs when i needed it.
thanks for th cuteness you have.
=) the cuteness.
always saying you free for me run out of school just becos of me.
thanks for th sweetness you have given me.
thanks for coming t my house.
thanks for explaining t me mum.
thank you for everything i had with you.
time for me to leave. thanks.

she gets tired easily.

2010-12-06T18:49:00.000+08:00

i feel so pig!
i slept at 4am and woke up at 6pm?
14 hours of sleep? ommfg.
i am going CRAZY.

LOL. hmm share some rubbish with you all okay. since i am so fuxking bored.
Alrights, last time i work in natas travel fair. i kinda know this friend name boyA
he treated me very well and he is 19, he studies in a poly. so we started to sms, talk on phone and went out a few times. okay after th first outing, i felt so uncomfortable. he pokes? he touch? okay whatever it is. he is sucha pervert. then i somehow didn contact him for days. and he called i blocked his contact via my phone. when i unblocked it. my phone was flooded by his inbox. he confessed? this is call despo readers. DESPO get it. then, i rejected. a weeks later, he was in a relationship with a girl? DESPO? yes he is. hahs and now recently, he broke up with his stead. and somehow ask me for stead again? what is this? hello. boyA girls aren stuff for you t get and throw? anyway i was just bored so i typed this. -.- so rubbish? hahahs but is a fact. hahas lucky me.=)

boy,
me let you go already, thanks for th call. i really appreciate it. find your new love. don stuck there, move on. laoniang me already put down, we are now friends, besties! hmm thanks for th 1 year 3 months of happiness, memories and fun. i will remember it. truly deep in my heart. i know you are always there for me. ytd, nightmare hahahs, thanks for th talk. sorry for disturbing you. i didn expect i will dial your no. and press call. remember t move on. let down th 1 year and 3 months. we will still be friends.

simin,
if you are reading this hahahs!
it's him! th poke poke guy!
yea him, th pervert. he is despo!

2010-12-06T17:31:00.000+08:00

hello!
back to blogging! cos too bored. currently kelvin and ken at my house
actually was expecting simin and lionel t come my house.
lucky they didn come today. heng, too messy.
hahah cos throwing away those rubbish. LOL i <3 my bloggy.
woots. so i was wondering should i transfer school?
my mum says i changed a lot since i was sec 2.
lastime.
my and a nerd who clicks up frindge.
i don fold skirt.
i don like piercing ear.
i don dye hair
i don scold vulgars.
i don whack ppl.
i won bear gudges.
i don wear shorts.
i don make up.
contact lens is always out of box
i don go home late always.
i don wear sleeveless stuff
i don paint my nails
i don spend a lot of money.
i don stay at friends house.
i don drink.
i don smoke.
i don alot.
now is everything in th opp. yes i smoke, yes i am 14. but glad t say i have quit.
thanks t the hotline on th box. thanks t all my friends, sile,sijing,simin,sean,eddy and many more.
tranferring school doesn change me back. thats what i know.
mummy? if you are reading this. please don ask me t consider transferring sch again.
yea? i know what am i doing. next year, i will strive. i will strive for excellence.
this is wat i say. i mean it i will do it.
trust me. mom,dad. trust me.
thats all.

back t post !

2010-12-04T01:31:00.000+08:00

sorry bloggie neglecting you.
hahs joys, after i came back from taiwan i haven been going out everyday.
simin house stay, lionel house stay. outing with daphne,lionel and simin.
-.- enjoyable days. update tmr=)

fearless.

2010-11-29T04:47:00.000+08:00

it have been days i haven go home. having too much fun outside home.
=) hahs. i will turn stray i guess.
hahs shag. tired~
hmm. wondering what have you been doing his few days.
so long never see you le.
fuckin bored life is. just a ass.
has. so not feelin t go home.
shag gotta go home tomorrow.
last time i thought
endless talk.
we wil have.
endless patch.
endless break.
endless quarrels.
endless calls.
endless talks.
endless hug.
endless kiss.
endless ily.
boy, thank you for leaving me.
i will learn t put you down so
don pop up somewhere in front of me.
don lean back on me.
don hug me back.
or you will be blockin my way named"move on"
i am sorry. don make me hurt. this is my last request.

i dunno.

2010-11-27T02:52:00.000+08:00

i dunno. i really donno.
i am confused.
tuesday, 23nov
went to stay simin house.
then put things and went
slack with fred,sean,sijie,chaoyu,chinhuat and 1 idk who is it.
hahahs. veri funny luh they all.
but was effing guitly.
sean waited at th mrt for me.
paisey.
then simin waited for dinner. fuck guilty.

wednesday,24nov
ahye bday went back home and celebrate
then at 10pm meet fred pass him phone
then went back sengkang.
guilt. hazel sile and simin waited for me
when it's like 11 30?
omg fuck. sorry yea.

25 nov.
a stupid boring day.
didn sleep.
went t collect results with sile, min and hazel.
then went grandlink hahahs
then back t sk. was effing tired.
=( slept

26 nov.
woke. when t buy simin's ahma gift with sile and hazel
then meet daphne went to blk 189a play catching
hahah then to rivervale plaze t meet lionel.
slack~ awhile then all go up to min house.
play truth or dare.
then sent lionel home

-.- 205D i update evrything le.
hahas not for me for my readers
hahahs LOL!

irritated.

2010-11-25T17:31:00.000+08:00

-.- fucking irritated.
omg i don not have red lips.
so shoo shoo. you are not my cup of tea.
ans i am not your cup too.
don hong hong and go.
if you think you wan find that kind of girls
go geylang. okay. i am not cheap.
and tons of times i have tell you
to shoo. better shoo.
hahs for info is not you 205D
don worry.
it some retarded ppl.
i don give fb ppl my no.
so shoo! i don even bloody hell know you.
KNNBCCB you are just a fucking ass.
please look at th mirror before you hong.
no offence i am not sayin any.

205D
hmmm. don get FL to settle everything
th thing is between you and me.
only me and you no one esle.
i will talk to you.
avoidin won last i just
don wanna face you now. sorry.
i am at 206a you know de right.
text me if you are around i promise i won avoid
but only me and you not FL. thanks.
i don wanna my kor in a difficult position alright.

i think i have fallen for you.

2010-11-24T05:12:00.000+08:00

hmm i dunno why.
can you don treat me so good.
i dun wan myyself t fall for you now.
care less for me. please
don worry for me.
i am afraid. omg. please.
for god sake i cant fall
for you. but ILY.
its a string feeling.
i have having. idk how t describe
its different.

jun is bored thats why she is bloggin

2010-11-23T01:23:00.000+08:00

-.-" i am so bored!
today.
went out with min to parkway
effing happy so came all th way t parkway t meet me
hahahs viewers tell you all a thing
i walked in t sakae sushi with simin
and i realise i forget t bring my wallet
-.- min paid my share hahah tyvm
i will pay her back de hahah!
aiya also nothing write. boliao.
just so bored. hahahs now i realise msn games
are very fun. although lame.
hehs. but hor don play bowling!
not fun!.
now bloggin, msn, facebook, skype.
but no one is talkin only one person.
hahah a joker he is. okay stop here.

(Y)

2010-11-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

aiya lazy update all the rest will be at facebook.

sometimes i feel that i have never know you, boy.

2010-11-22T20:06:00.000+08:00

th day i am back i kinda text you t keep you not worried.
you said my life will be full of surprise when i know you.
yea? i didn expect th surprise t be so nice? huh?
why cant i just let go~ when you can.
so freely. in fb, you so call cared about me when i am not in sg.
when i am back you gave me nonsence.
i should not have come back then i will be block by th things happening in sg.
and i won know. i don even want to know why happen infront of me.
why, i was about t let you go. just on step.
and you appeared with your broken promises infront of me!
i am tired boy. really tired.
IMY. the days are gone and won be back it have be so many times.
you said it will be th last. th trust is all gone i donno how t believe you.
i only know i gotta let go and move on.
you changed. IHY! IMY! i donno what i am thinkin.
always goin t your house there wishing t see you.
always goin t swiss hotel t look for you.
what i wanted is just your heart. but never once.
i gave in t you negative side. you gave in too.
we always quarrel and be back t normal those fights pull us nearer.
but in fact further. i love th way you are.
but you? always betraying my heart.
am i in th place of first in your heart? i guess no.
it's adeline? it is? watever it is i hate you but i love you.
i needa let you of brain.
goodbye my dear.
thats th past me
i have let down learn t let down

updated. sorry no pictures my com too lag. lousy.
ahbeng
i donno if you are viewing this. all i know is you are no there for me anymore.
and i dunno why. th taiwan trip after that, idk wat happen. we aren like before.
th ahbeng that always chat with me til i sleep. no more? perhaps i am being greedy.
i have no more laughter. no more chat is just like you don exist. i wan you back. i am sorry t leave you on th 7 days i went t taiwan and hk.

woots i went lots of places

2010-11-17T08:22:00.000+08:00

Hahs woots.
Taipei 101
jays restaurant
ximen ting hahah
woohoo lol hahahs i am so happy
no money le hahs
my mum is limiting already cos
the luggage is gonna be overweight
i guess. So hows life i am getting random.
Hahas fine? i kinda miss my dear bitches
miss them much! :)

2010-11-16T22:41:00.000+08:00

Hello hahas doremon world i went to hahahs lol picture all in my camera cant upload ps yea.
Simin get dap t tagg thanks. Miss you guys hahah
hello.

What tat
hello so bored here no audition no gunz hahahs when back then txt you :)
daphne
miss you babe.
Simin
miss you too hahahs eheh i call daphne first then call you when i reach cos she is first hahahs sry.

2010-11-15T11:43:00.000+08:00

Hahs photo cos wifi connection veh low upload a bit only.
Kip you not bored. Today go to temple then tea plantation to lunch now.